Annies Writings

 SLEEP. How many days it has been you slept peacefully? One week? One month? or not at all? But why? Have you ever think what's disturbing you to have  a good sleep? Are that the the unending thoughts of your past? The feelings of the present? The fear of the future? Lack of peace? or what else? See, your mind works all the day continuously.Why can't you give it permission to rest atleast in the sleep time? Why? Don't let your thoughts, feelings, failures rule your life during the night. Let go of them. Night is a chance to be thankful for the sustainability, shelter and the protection you've that day; to be grateful for experiencing that day; to be open to the light and healing. Don't loose sleep over petty things. Don't war with your mind during nights. It is a time to relax, time to heal,time to shine, time to grow, time to understand and love who you're.Awake to new promises, new hope, new day and new rays knowing that you will pass the pain, overcome th...

 I HOPE. I hope you are not the same as you were all those past years, not that crying child, not that wounded soul, not that shadowed person, not that left alone person, and mostly not that scared and fearful person. I hope you've learnt, you've grown and you've changed. I hope you've learnt more of liking and loving yourself. I hope you've breathed in the unknowns about you. I hope you've fought and overcome the darkness leading a head highing life. I hope you've come so far making the most beautiful of your life. ~Annie Deborah~

 BEHIND THE SMILE. Behind her happiest smile were a thousand deepest secrets. Behind her prettiest smile were a million unsaid feelings. Behind her happiest smile were a thousand different thoughts. Behind her prettiest smile were a million many fears. Behind her smile was a story you would never understand and you never know about. You think you know her, you think she's your best friend, you think she's close to your heart, but you really have no idea.She's an Eccedentesiast. ~Annie Deborah ~ ~Annie Deborah~

 SELF LOVE. You have to choose yourself even when others refuse to. You have to love yourself even when others reject you. No matter if you're are rejected, unloved, had a bad past, sustaining the depression or the other things that ruining you. Stop there! Have time for yourself. Forgive your past completely. Accept yourself as a whole. Value yourself above all. Love yourself like you love others. Care yourself like you care others. Talk to yourself like someone you love. Trust yourself regardless of peoples voice. Step out stronger than you are before. Be proud of your change and not be ashamed of how people see you with the same old eyes. ~Annie Deborah ~

 I AM NOT. I am not ill but I'm not fine either. I am not sad but I'm not happy either. I am not crying but I'm not smiling either. I am not heavy but I'm not light either. I am not empty but I'm not full either. I am not stopping but I'm not moving on either. I am not incomplete but I'm not whole either. I am not dead but I'm not living either. I'm just living my presence but dead inside. ~Annie Deborah~

SOON. Soon..the battles you're fighting will not succeed over you. Soon..the pain you're carrying will not have grip over you. Soon..the past you're thinking about will not have power over you. Soon..the bondages you're bounded with will not have affect over you. Soon..you will find a way to your purpose. Soon..you will find peace to your heart. Soon..you will find beauty in everything. Soon..you will be really fine in life. No matter what comes your way..soon they're going to end. Soon..my darling. Trust.Believe.Hope. ~Annie Deborah~  

 THE PAST. In Life, everyone holds the past that cannot be erased or forgotten. It may be relational break-ups, marriage break-ups,family issues,suicidal attempts,poor backgrounds,cruel things you did or some addictions. Yes,sometimes life brings tears but remember that they don't stay forever. Don't waste time crying over your past. Don't dwell there anymore 'coz your past doesn't define you. Indeed,it makes you learn from it. Yes, life's greatest lessons are learnt from the bad times. Remember,Not you alone are carrying the past,the depression or the heart break but everyone you see good are carrying the pain unknowingly. Don't compare your life with others. Always live like your past mistakes made you a better person today. Don't carry that old bricks anymore.Burn them and live for today. ~Annie Deborah~

 THIS LIFE. This life isn't what we expect it to be. We expect it to be happier..but sometimes sadness surrounds. We expect it to be lovable..but sometimes hatred encounters. We expect it to be full..but sometimes we will be left with less. We expect it to be soul satisfying..but sometimes dissatisfaction awaits. We expect it to be simple..but sometimes life goes harder than we think. We expect it to be successfull..but sometimes we end up with failures. Even with this life,love to face and learn to live through the BUT experiences.There is always something you can find in your life to be grateful for. I hope you will find it. ~ Annie Deborah ~

 HEAL. You can't heal if you keep pretending that you are not hurt. Come on girl, Don't hide your hurt.show it up boldly for from the scars come out the sacred seeds of strength, love, forgiveness and kindness. ~Annie Deborah~

 HEAL. The wound is not your fault,but the healing is your responsibility said Marianne Williamson. To heal the wound, you should stop touching it.It may be the wound of your past, the wound of not being loved, the wound of being left alone, the wound of brokenness and the wound of insecurities. Stop imagining fake scenarios.Let go off them from your life.Don't believe them anymore. Don't look behind but ahead.Everyday is a second chance and you are new every morning. Start healing the wounds that hurted you.It takes time but don't get tired. Accept yourself.Try turning your pain into power, past into purposefulness and brokenness into beauty. Feed your mind with positive thoughts.Don't let negativity rob your state of mind. You deserve to no longer feel controlled by the past.Be addicted to bettering, loving and taking care of yourself today and everyday. Your healing starts from here. ~Annie Deborah~

 LONELINESS. Loneliness has become part and partial of 50% of the people in the world today causing people to feel alone, unwanted and empty. If we look deep into the heart of the lonely, we see them stuck in the past, unable to move on from the broken relationships, not having even one good pal to share with,no good relationships with the family, no enough economy, no proper living and mostly comparing theirs over others. All these thoughts are swallowing up their lives. If you're one among the above said. I would like to say a word to you. Your unexplained loneliness and emptiness is not your end. There is a way out. That is giving and receiving love. Stop hating for what you aren't and love yourself the most for what you deserve and love people the way you love yourself.Exhale your fear and breathe in confidence. Don't let unreal imaginations disturb your state of mind.Indulge in something you love to do everyday. Go on for a walk, listen to the soothing music, help othe...

 EMBRACE THEM ALL. The uncertainty, the fear of facing challenges, the devastating struggles, the tangling worries, the unsuccessful paths, the never ending awful thoughts- Embrace them all.They all have a reason and a purpose.Don't question your failures, just be open to the lessons in every situation.It's your imperfections that lead you to who you are destined to be. ~Annie Deborah~

  KNOW YOUR WORTH. To be in the list of the best,the first thing you need is to know your worth. Your worth doesn't lie in someone or something. It lies in you. The foremost thing you need to realise is- you don't need to settle for less or you don't need to please other people to gain attention or acceptance. All you need is a strong belief in yourself.The more you believe in yourself, the more confident you'll be in every stage of your life. For you to live a full filled life, you must  understand yourself, accept yourself, love yourself and take full responsibility over yourself. It will help you know your abilities and standards that will transform your life to a better living. Never depreciate yourself.Always keep your mind away from distractions and start working on realising your worth.know what you want and what you deserve for it values you to have a big success in your life. ~Annie Deborah~

 TRUE INDEPENDENCE. Independence not only mean freedom from the british rulers in 1947. It means freedom from a lot more - from freedom of raising voice against violence to freedom of living life to our own terms. Freedom means so much to a woman. But if you ask any young women what's freedom. You'll hear silence. Dear young woman out there, Am I right? or Are you really free? I don't think we really are because a young woman has no freedom to live her life as she want, no freedom to walk alone in the streets even in the day time, no freedom to speak up her choice, no freedom to choose when to marry,No freedom to choose her career which suits her.Yes, this is because women are being ruled, controlled, dominated and overshadowed by the society. Dear patriarchal society, Freedom isn't simply achieving freedom from colonialism, it includes freedom from caste, race and gender discrimination too.If we haven't all these, we haven't achieved freedom at all. Don't s...

 STAY HOPEFUL. Dear fighter,don't lose strength even if you feel like you're broken.Don't stop moving forward even if you feel like shattering. There is one thing that can take you out from all your sufferings, worries and problems.It is HOPE.You just need to invite hope into your heart. A hope that your pain will end, a hope that things will get better,a hope that better days are ahead, a hope that you are stronger enough to overcome, a hope that you'll get back to your normal life,a hope that you'll live all your dreams. Never stop trying. Never stop believing in yourself and never give give up.Always stay hopeful 'coz hope is what gives you strength, confidence and positivity to move forward in life. ~Annie Deborah~

 TRUST YOURSELF. Trusting in yourself means believing in yourself. No matter what life throws at you, you deserve the best. Never underestimate your abilities, capabilities and your power. You are stronger than you think. Allow youself to live your dreams. Trust your intuition and your inner soul. It knows best, it guides you best and it leads you to self choices. Ralph waldo once said 'self trust is the essence of heroism '. So never doubt yourself,you are worthy of your own trust. When you start believing in yourself, magic unfolds and miracles begins. Choose today self trust over self doubt. ~Annie Deborah~