I am not.


 I AM NOT.


I am not ill but I'm not fine either.

I am not sad but I'm not happy either.

I am not crying but I'm not smiling either.

I am not heavy but I'm not light either.

I am not empty but I'm not full either.

I am not stopping but I'm not moving on either.

I am not incomplete but I'm not whole either.

I am not dead but I'm not living either.

I'm just living my presence but dead inside.

~Annie Deborah~

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